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All Because of You

I've always kept to myself when it comes to me and my life.
I didn't want to reveal marks left by years of struggle and strife. The scars of rejection left its share of pain and misery on me. The lingering signs of depression blinded me from what I could actually see. My confidence and freedom, padlocked by mistrust and disbelief. Paranoia and deception made me wonder what i can actually believe. I could sense the whole world looking down on me, ridiculing my mistakes. Confusion and chaos lied within my wake. I didn't know what to do t

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Secrets 10-23-04What is one aspect in life that everyone has? What is it that everyone hates? What is it that life revolves around? What is it that spurs one's doubts? What is that one thing that hides in the shadows? What is that one thing makes friends strangers? What is just as bad as lies? What's that one thing that makes us vulnerable? What's that one thing thrives off our fear? What makes us hesitate? I'll tell you if you can tell me. Can't figure it out? I'll tell you. Secrets. Secrets 10-23-04
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Before I Disappear 8-28-04And so it's finally happened. I knew my life just had to end. I saw all this coming; I knew what the future had to bring. I could do nothing but watch and wait, I was powerless against the force called fate. And so it had all come to this all stemming out from that one kiss. I showed too much to you, but I guess I couldn't get a clue just when to stop. I became too open, too soft that I fooled myself to blame. To blame myself for those mistakes, of how I ignored all that were at stake. I pushed you too far, thats all there is to it. I tried t Before I Disappear 8-28-04
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Entrusted 8-22-04I've stumbled upon a person so sweet, so honest. Her eyes are as windows to her soul, full of doubts, troubles, and uncertainties. Everytime she looks at me, it's if she can see inside me and i can see inside her. I can see all that worries her, and all that makes her happy. I've been entrusted to her heart, something fragile as much as it is beautiful. I'm frighted by this and yet awes me of this responsibility. How everything feels around me when our gazes connect, surprises me each time. I want to help her know that she can trust me Entrusted 8-22-04
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Dreamless 8-18-04Not having you in my life is like having a dreamless sleep. You're the person who gives me new hopes, new dreams. You help me believe in things that mean so much more. I have no idea whats the secret to your appealing allure. I guess its because you're just yourself and you dont care about what other people say. Maybe its our pasts, how much its the same. I dont realize how luck I truly am. You're farther than anything I've ever had. So many secrets that you can hide and sometimes, they leave me sleepless. The sh Dreamless 8-18-04
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well, quite the development lately..

Mon Sep 12, 2005, 5:55 PM

a lot of things have happened lately.. tis all been weird. apparently, ive been acting unusually very happy lately. everyone's been telling me that (with the exception of a few..). i cant explain it either.. i just feel so light lately that its freaking even me out. i had such a blast at heidi's party last friday..thats where i met a great new friend, heather, and i really want to hang out with her again soon. school's started and things are going great.. *somewhat..* senior year's gonna rock! so, yeah, things are looking up on the social front. ive actually been having one lately.. and im so glad to get out more often.. i love hanging out with my friends and i just love my friends! XD i dont know whats going on with me anymore.. but hey, im not gonna complain. well, see ya guys later before i start freaking all of you even more..

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